Origins.7

7.mother nature

The turbulent transition of self-conscious man to earth and flesh was over. Mother nature embraced her newest child. As a part of nature man had no expectations  or demands outside of  what it was and what it provided. He had no desire to change it. What had existed yesterday disappeared back into the earth while all was continuously, effortlessly, miraculously  replenished today. It was a wonderful simple state of living and being, of yesterday  and today.Tomorrow never came. But one day tomorrow did come , man invented it.

Instead of accepting the natural cycle of forms disappearing into the earth, man started to register their disappearance as death. He was becoming attached to his external senses and losing his knowledge of the inner immortal world. His new perception meant he was starting to believe his senses.

The surviving self-conscious energies of the first men who died came back to live again. Behind them and latching on to them were streams od instinctive energies vying for the experience that only selfconscious man could provide. The mounting pressure drove man further and further into his senses., away from his inner nature and towards the formal world..

Finally the pressure from within drove man out of his senses. He began projecting through them into the world. Rising emotion started to appear in his eyes and gestures. Attachment to his body increased. The further out he projected, the more isolated , vulnerable and threatened he felt. In his new exposed, externalized position, all he could see in the environment was a threat of death-  once a most natural event was now the most terrifying. He was consume by his own psychosis and had to find a way out.

Tomorrow was his answer. With this invention he could break out of today and create a new world of his own, a world of progress and continuity, a distance between himself and death.

Death could now be forgotten .It would come tomorrow –never today. It became a problem no longer needed to be confronted.